This is Kind of Weird and Jesus-Freaky.

Something happened to me last night.My car was broken into. Someone shattered the passenger side window and stole my iPod. I hated to lose the iPod, but more than that, I hate having to pay to repair the window. I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to afford to do it until I get paid on the 15th, and I’d have to drive around with a plastic bag taped up where my window should be. It made me sad. I’ve lost lots of cool electronics in my husband’s active using days. I felt pretty sorry for myself for losing more stuff. I felt sad that I can’t have nice things. I was angry about having to drive around with a flapping plastic mess of a window.Lately, I wake up frequently at 4:30 in the morning to fret. I fret with amazing clarity at this time of night, and sometimes I’ll get up and write to all…